I don't know what's happening to me tonight... I would like to succeed, to find desire, motivation, inspiration, to succeed and achieve my goals.
This time, I really want to succeed without giving up after one week. I don't want to fall back into my old habits and lose any hope of success. No more letting my old demons come haunting me, dissuading me and convincing me that I am unable. How can I really change? What can I do to bring into my life this transformation I feel deep inside? This transformation that I have always been waiting for... This change will allow me to reveal who I really am and, finally, love myself as I am.
Tomorrow is a new day... I have second chance, but how can I be sure I won't waste it again? I don't want to have to wait for a third one... I am tired of failing, of always giving up to finally find again my bad habits! I don't want to do this anymore! Today, I want to fight!
Fight to finally experience this change that I have always been waiting for!
I need it...
If I want to live my life, I have to succeed this time...
"I gotta get me back
I can't be beat and that's a fact
It's OK
I'll find a way
It ain't gonna take me down no way
Don't judge what's inside it
Don't push me
I'll fight it
Never gonna give it up, no!"
(Adams, n.d.)
Adams, B. (n.d.). You can't take me. [online] YouTube. Available at: https://youtu.be/g13zMlULFnA [Accessed 8 Oct. 2019].
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